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me and november 18. 2013
9:43 a.m. i am weighed and my temperature and blood pressure are examined. i take a seat on the other side of the desk and she goes through the questions. sometimes you have to be careful how you...
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me and november 29. 2013
i am alone i am hungry and awake i am swallowing my medication breakfast i am watching the clock with some half-assed amusement i am on the couch i am beneath a blanket i am watching the back of my...
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me and july 15. 2014
it’s 1:30 a.m. and i cannot sleep even after taking my medication – and i am thinking about the thousands of evenings that i have spent like this – staring at the clock as it refuses to move and these...
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me and july 30. 2014
self-harm triggers. back off if necessary. so i met with the law firm on monday regarding my benefits. the lady filed an appeal for me and said it could take anywhere from 3-5 months to hear back....
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me and july 31. 2014
there are death songs for me if this was a sad short film that i am narrating my thursday evening for as long as you might care – and when you get yourself out of bed it cannot even be accepted as...
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me and september 18. 2014
yesterday i suddenly stopped one of my medications and i know how irresponsible it is to do such a thing but i couldn’t wait any longer and it was such a low dose that i know nothing is going to happen...
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me and october 10. 2014 – my 200th post!
wow. two hundred posts and i know just recently i made it to three years and most everything i would have wanted to say today i said then. thank you guys for hanging in with me. i’ve started to wonder...
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me and november 25. 2014
i’ve stayed away lately. if i were a character in a book, how interested would i be in my situation right now? how is your day? morning – depressed/recover from nightmare(s) afternoon –...
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me and december 07. 2014
borderline personality disorder m – you’ll find me alone busy sweating erect and i’m below the blankets scribbling out the last words of what we’ve been calling ‘dreams’ or just ‘blog notes’ like i...
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me and february 19. 2015
it’s 11:00 p.m. i’ve opened my eyes and my mouth, and now here come the tears. i’m leaving them in puddles to sit and stain my pillow or i’m packing them into envelopes – addressed and ready to be sent...
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